Hm..

Am I too nice of person?
I often ask myself that question and I am told that I am. So I am starting to believe it. It's that with some people I don't know how to say no and detach myself away from them even when I know they are no good for me. I make myself too available to people and I am always there and reliable. Sounds like a description for a used car if you ask me. It seems people don't appreciate my good qualities they only get me but so far in life. Maybe the saying is true. "nice guys do finish last". It always seems the assholes and people who do wrong always get ahead in life. Sure sometimes it does catch up to them but still non the less they usually get what they want. Now it's not in my character to be ruthless but it seems this maybe the direction I may start taking. I just may have to start cutting things out when I see them to be a problem or inconvenience to me. If I see a situation is holding me back I will just let it and walk away from it. I am so tired of having myself wrapped up in stress. I realized it's not even me that stresses myself out but the situations people involve me. Its like they dump everything on me and look to me for the answers when I don't even know what the question is. Its a very annoying feeling, I am naturally a caring person so its hard for me to desensitize myself when I see someone is reaching out to me. I can't just ignore them, because I think about how I would feel when that person doesn't do the same for me in return.