Rearview Mirror

As I went for a drive today just to clear my mind of the millions of thoughts that were clouding it, I notice that behind me is darkness and in front of me was the sunset. Something inside of me wanted to keep driving to the sun, I wanted to crash into it and feels its rays. I need the warthm to keep my cold soul from frezzing. I craved the rays to put a glow back on my face. I want to shine like it and never fade. "I'll never let you go if you promise not to fade away. Never fade away" I fought the urge to keep from going straight and made the turn to go down my street. Still I watched the sun in my rear view mirror only to keep reminding myself to pay attention to what was in front of me. I can't quite explain how it felt....it's almost as if I wanted to melt away into the horizon and mesh together with all the beautiful blues,purples, oranges and yellows. The pinks shone the brightest they elimanated the sky. I kept driving down the road that lead to home, where it was dark and the twilight held my soul. The warm brezze flowed through my hair and whisked by my face, drying the tears. I didn't want to go home, back to my life, but one can't keep driving away from their problems. I must face them head. One day I wish to be the sun in the horizon shining so bright while the darkness is only seen in the rearview mirror....