Heart of Stone

I had to post this my best friend Jasmin wrote this and I totally agree with every word she has said. This recently reflected something as I have been going through in my life currently.


When any individual has the nerve to take ones kindness for weakness that pisses a soul off more than anything. Why you may say? (for those that must of been hatched last night..) Why should any person act so "tough." To maybe shelter those warm feelings? Scared that the act of toughness will show that they're just as soft as a fresh poundcake out the oven? Don't know but I cannot stand the nasty. It is one thought to be rude ...perhaps to defend yourself..or maybe even let a person know about themselves but to just be flat out nasty and bitter..it's not only a turnoff but no one will want to even be in your presence...foreal. People are attracted to positive energy..which should be an obvious..who wants to hang around someone who hates everything? I mean..We all have our moments including myself. That's just human nature (M.J. you crazy for this one!) Why do I preach this? Because I been there done that and that crap gets you nowhere..because I know people piss you off..I know that drastic things happen in your life. It took the hard way to learn that people will only tolerate but so much of your whining and carrying on. I mean..really we are adults here why have a temper tantrum? I try to write, I try to speak to those about situations but repetitive stuff I bottle up and try to release it in some type of activity... Like I love to listen to music, or write up poems, even browse blogs (ex. perezhilton.com or dlisted..my fav by far is crunk and disorderly) haha..you have to laugh right?? I mean I love to just enjoy life now, even through the ups and downs just embrace it and say you know what I lived it and I loved it. BOYFRIENDS COME AND GO...PHONY FRIENDS COME AND GO..sooner or later those that are true to you will shine brighter than the fake diamonds. Go out and walk..read a book..exercise..dance in your living room to MTV2 hits at 11 while singing out loud (yeah i do this..fuck up.) Enough drama in our lives..why bring more on yourself? Some of you I really think love having so much drama, and at times I sound like a drama queen myself but sometimes you have everyone elses problems on your shoulders since Cancers (NOT ALL) are so generous and loving..(pound cake society.) So therefore we have others shit plus ours..I kind of stopped that months ago. I came up with a solution to have me time. I'm sorry if I shove you to the side. So stop the rude shit, the crying, the holding on to yrs of debris..and just live life people! I forgave now and God knows people do some messed up things to you but there is a thing called KARMA..coming to a asshole near you! So keep it up fuckers..because she bites hard. Actually she will leave you brain damaged.