I want to disappear.
Forget it all.
Numb the pain.
Drown out my thoughts.
Bleed my self dry.
Til the beat of my heart stops.
I try to suppress my appetite for contentment.
Took a drink.
Took a pull of the blunt.
Popped a pill or two.
I want to be dead.
Already dead mentally.
Why not physically.
I am fucked.
Seriously....fucked up.
You don't want to know me.
I will eat you alive.
But I choose to keep to myself.
I am fucked up.
I am fucked.
I want to disappear.
Darkness swallows me.
My tear ducts have run dry.
How do I cry without tears?
just the surface.
- J. E l l e
- South, New Jersey, United States
- I am a walking contradiction, I often find myself doing or saying things I said I'd never do or say. My moods can change by the minute. I am the biggest romantic ever. Deeply intelligent. I always have my head in the clouds. dreaming and scheming.I always doubt myself. I have a great sense of observation. I believe everything in life happens for a reason – good or bad. I am energetic and determined. I thirst for knowledge. I wish to be a non-conformist. I am very impulsive.I am very generous and caring. I am a dreamer, with lots of imagination.
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