All That We Have...

Time, this is all we have in between us. Apart of me thought it would make me happy, you know make things something grow stronger. Time just made us weaker...Well my heart grew weary and my trust is broken. How's that heart of yours nowadays?
I wouldn't know the answer,since time has lost who we once were. I fill my long days and lonely nights with things to fill my empty soul and make a once happy smile at least attempt to crack. I keep moving forward, with all the things we made all the things we carried...I carry them alone. I lost them a few times but they always manage to return to me. My heart grows heavy and I just need a taste of something that's real. They all want the same, they all want to get the best of me..but a rare few are deserving makes me even question do you belong in the category with the rest of them. Too late to turn around now on that decision. I make a vow to myself not to return to that mishap. Yes I sat and weighed out my options. Blinded by the affection, in the back of my head I saw the true intentions...I almost broke a promise to myself. I asked for words of wisdom from the one that I trust truly, they open my blind eyes and led me back to the path that I was on. I just need that feeling again. I am always second guessing though. Do I honestly want it again, How much work is going to have to be put in to repair what the storm has damage. Is it too far gone to even begin to rebuild.
I guess I shall just fall back on time. That always seemed to be the only thing we did still have...